We are going to some places after our lab today to see if they’d be good spots for our photoshooy tomorrow. Then I have to go to Dollar Tree and pick up some stuff that I was supposed to get last weekend. But I have to be back in time to go to dinner with HW so we can have a much needed bonding time - her and H- broke up the other night.
Oh! And at work last night, I sat at my desk as 3 of my supervisors came and talked to me about recent trips they went on and how drunk they got.

i walked in last night from swim practice with just my suit on and after I came into the kitchen after dropping my stuff off in my room, he thought that I had just taken my clothes off when i walked in. 

I guess I’m just so normally naked that it wasn’t too weird to him that I was basically naked. 

And today, while listening to one of my supervisors talk about why he was suspended from his basketball league, I realized I love when guys talk about basketball. But, only if it’s them that they are talking about, not like the game that was on the other night.

Yesterday I was walking out of the school and a guy stopped me and told me, “You look really nice today.” I awkwardly said thank you and laughed it off a little because I had woken up that morning and told myself I wasn’t going to put makeup on because of my ear infection and lip pimple. 

I had no makeup on. 

I had black skinny jeans, blue suede shoes, and a loose, striped t-shirt on. 

It must have been my hair because when I was waiting for the elevator to come down, another girl complimented me on my hair saying that “it [looked] really cool like that.”

I guess I’ll have to wear french braids more often.

Today was a really good day. 

I didn’t even see anyone really. 

I never see anyone until my break when Dasha comes and hangs out with me in the library but she wasn’t there today.

I saw Nate in class but we didn’t really say anything. 

I saw David when I was walking out to my car to go home. We said hi and how are you and Henry yelled hi at me from his car while driving by. 

I ended up not having to work at the community center so I got a break that I really needed.

Then I came home and Sam gave me a birthday card and some skittles.

I didn’t work with anyone at the store today but I had really nice customers there was only one girl that was being a slight bitch but she left almost immediately. 

I need days off from the world every now and then I guess. 


Let’s play “Never Have I Ever”. Cross out all of the things that you have done. You might just see that there are people just like you out there.


  • Never have I ever kissed a girl.
  • Never have I ever kissed a boy.
  • Never have I ever received/given a blowjob, hand job, eating out.
  • Never have I ever had sex.
  • Never have I ever fallen in love.
  • Never have I ever cheated on someone.
  • Never have I ever been cheated on. 


  • Never have I ever gotten into a fight.
  • Never have I ever done something illegal. 
  • Never have I ever gotten wasted.
  • Never have I ever used an illegal drug.
  • Never have I ever snuck out.
  • Never have I ever stolen something. 
  • Never have I ever vandalized something.
  • Never have I ever lost a family member due to death.
  • Never have I ever been in a life or death situation.
  • Never have I ever been arrested.
  • Never have I ever been fired from a job.


  • Never have I ever been kept up at night due to guilt. 
  • Never have I ever laughed so hard I cried.
  • Never have I ever been abused physically. 
  • Never have I ever cried myself to sleep.
  • Never have I ever wished that I was someone else.
  • Never have I ever wanted to kill myself.
  • Never have I ever tried to kill myself.
  • Never have I ever felt like an outcast.
  • Never have I ever wanted to do something just so I would fit in.


  • Never have I ever ruined my friendship with someone.
  • Never have I ever had a friend leave me for other people.
  • Never have I ever been kicked out of a friend group.
  • Never have I ever wanted to fuck one of my friends.
  • Never have I ever been friendless.


  • Never have I ever failed a test.
  • Never have I ever cut class.
  • Never have I ever had to eat alone.
  • Never have I ever failed a course.
  • Never have I ever been suspended.
  • Never have I ever received detention.
  • Never have I ever dropped out of school.

this bitch texts me super late at night and if I ever reply, he asks if I want to come over. 

idk what he thinks is going to happen when I get there. 

you got pizza or something?

When you ask me to stay, you’re asking me to agree to mutually assured destruction.

i need new friends. immediately. accepting applications now. 

And in a second, I was over you.