And in a second, I was over you.
with him, it was simple.
I knew that when he said he had Thursday off, he’d be on my couch by 9:15am.
I knew I could tell him anything and he’d never get mad or scared or leave.
I always knew the next time I’d get to talk to him and if I didn’t get the text, he’d apologize and explain that he had a lot of paperwork that day.
but with him, I never got butterflies
and I missed those butterflies a lot.
I think if I told you these lovely little secrets, you might change your mind.
when I go camping, i crawl into my sleeping bag and take off everything except my underwear
i wanted you to be my cuddle buddy
i guess i’ll have to find a new cuddle buddy.
i am disgustingly affectionate when i’m tired.
and i’m sorry that i won’t get to show you what i mean.
I have this thing where I need you to try.
You don’t have to try very hard, but you have to try.
I don’t need to see you every day,
you don’t need to plan anything out
we can sit and watch netflix all day
i don’t care.
but I need something.
I need you to want to see me
I need you to not forget when you asked me to hang out
I need you.
sometimes the happiest songs make me cry and i just don’t know why…
Through drunken thoughts, you let it slip that you like me a lot more than I probably think.
But on sober days, you forget about me entirely.
I do want you to feel bad that you’re not going with us.
I tried to make this as fun as possible so that people would want to go.
You said it’s your only weekend off this month? Maybe because last weekend (and the one before), you were out getting drunk with your friends. I don’t know what you’re doing this weekend, but I know the last weekend of September, you’re going to that car show. So it’s your only free weekend to not party.
I want you to feel bad that you’re not celebrating my birthday with me.
The whole reason I’m doing this that weekend is so that you and Imelda could go with me, but now neither of you are going anyways.
I liked you from the moment I saw you
I liked you more when you sat next to me
and more when you first talked to me
and more when you replied to my facebook message
and more when we really started talking
and more when I saw you the next time
basically, I like you more and more all the time
and you don’t know how much that scares me.