Will you just ask me out already?!
Every time I think we are gonna go to the movies, just the two of us, you inform me that my brother is coming as well.
Ughhhhh
I just want to marry you and cuddle with your exceptionally large self and hold your large hands.
Is that too much to ask?
I’m sorry I’m a piece of shit sometimes.
I’m sorry I’ve been such bitch lately.
I’m sorry that I’ve been using you to escape my family because I can’t think of anywhere else to go.
I’m sorry that I can’t hold it inside.
I’m sorry that I couldn’t say this to you.
I’m sorry that I hung out with you today instead of giving us the space we needed.
I’m sorry for using you to make myself better.
I don’t know when I’ll stop being this way. I hope soon. I just don’t know what to do anymore and I don’t know how to get you to know this.
I don’t know how to explain what is going on with me. I’m falling apart.
I just need a friend right now and you were the only one here.
I’m sorry for ruining everything.
Sometimes I realize I should change my background. So here is my backyard ;)
Big star cover. Thirteen - Terra
Scared. Terrible. Sorry. Sad. Mean.
I’m sorry that I don’t understand why I get so mad all of the time.
I don’t know what is wrong with me and it scares me.
I don’t want to be alone or in silence right now.
Sometimes I miss you.
But most of the time I’m so glad I never have to see you.
(Source: imjust-a-girl)
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST FRIEND IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD! I love you sososososo much! You are the funniest person in the world! You are the nicest person in the world! You are so supportive and are always there for me. You are one of -if not the- most beautiful people I have ever met. You are so smart and you are amazing at baking, and eating cupcakes. You put up with me no matter how much I manage to piss you off. I know that you will always be there if I ever need anything to cheer me up or to just let me be depressed. You will always be my Denny’s buddy or old sac adventure time buddy. When I become a famous singer, you will be my clapper.
I will always love you no matter how much you try to not hang out with me or something. Love you lots
Can you come over?
And be under my sheets until I fall asleep?
Let your touch show me that you care.
I don’t want to be alone.
Not tonight.
Not when I feel like this.
Just keep me here,
Keep me okay,
Until the noises wake us?
It happens to everyone right?
Everyone feels like a failure sometimes.
I mean, everything can be going so great. You have a summer job. You have friends that actually want to hang out with you. You passed two of your four classes. Your parents still pay for your gas.
But there’s still something.
I get into these moods sometimes when I realize that I’m not okay. I feel like a terrible person. I don’t know why I get mad at you. I don’t know why I failed my classes. I don’t know why I think there is so much wrong with me and my life.
It just happens.
These moods creep up on me sometimes and I do not know what to do.